Love and hate

I get called a man-hater even though I love men. But I hate myself for loving them.

It’s the love of a whipped dog who cowers at your feet, entreating, tail wagging, looking up with eyes full of fear and hope, licking the hand that hits her. Begging to be petted and loved despite the abuse.

Knowing this, how can I? Why do I?

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